Just some lyrics I feel like posting. I <3 this song.

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you

On my own, cause I can't take livin' with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
You want me to

Okay, I know it's been almost a week since I updated, but I have good reason! Sort of... Another Tonylicious weekend! Even if I did only see him one day/night of my stay. Concert was FUCKING AWESOME. Charrissa(Tony's lil sis) was my headbanging buddy. I was wearing cut-off black shorts, a black fishnet shirt, a black bra, and a cut-off white baby doll tee which I customized and now says "Demonic Princess" on it. When I say cut off, I mean CUT OFF. You could actually see the very bottom of my bra. Anyway, we bought water bottles and we kept filling them up in the bathrooms and completely soaking ourselves. The shirt was totally pointless at that time, so I ended up taking it off and putting it with our other stuff. anyway, I have a lot of ground to cover so I'm going to try and summarize. Lots of moshing, lots of being wet and shirtless, my neck hurts, lots of cuddling with Tony and making out and stuff outside while the last band was playing because we don't like them.

Then I went to Jou-chan's house. that was also awesome. In the middle of the night she woke me up and we had a conversation that went something like this:

Mako: You scared the shit out of me!
Jou: Oh, I'm sorry.
Mako: It's okay, you just scared the shit out of me.
Jou: Oh, well, what I was going to say was that that would make me loose.
Mako: Loose as a goose
Jou: loose as a goose...
Mako: I was JUST thinking about saying that!
Jou: you did say that.

That's all I really remember. we were very tired. Then the next day we played DDR. Then I went to the play with Sabby and at the cast party I ate lots and lots of junk food and played more DDR. Then I walked to Rei's house because it was only two houses away and hung out with Brat, Jammie, and Queso because it was Brat's birthday. We inhaled helium and had lots of fun. The next day we all went dowtown and had our "hide day". That was also much fun. I looked like a pimp. people tried to talk to us about god. Ummm... can't think of anything else at the moment. I had really weird/bad dreams the last two nights because I left my Tiger at Sabby's house, but I'll save those for another post.

Flagpole Sitta

i'm not sick but i'm not well